Am I To Truly See Hopelessness


• Am I To Truly See Hopelessness • I am slowly losing hope for this world With but one last tear to offer furled No longer to sit through another day To watch people do what they do, neigh So much wonder inside me as I pray A deep care for the push of things I…

Vanishing Behind Pale Deceit


Vanishing Behind Pale Deceit Chaos lingers in the frail reality of what was always meant to be. We have very little to do with the end results. You are not in control of what is inevitably coming your way. Becoming a millionaire or living your days out poor and on the street, it makes no…

Music Along the Sound


• Music Along the Sound Music is the heart of life. It connects us even when our languages seem silence and lost in translation. Music moves the world around us and brings people together. It has the power to drive motivation or tackle your soul down to darken shadows deep within depression. Music is and…

Where are we


• Where are we Happiness is a big part to life. Though this life shouldn’t be all fun and games, that seems fake. Or does it? My life is about bringing joy to my soul. Living with depression is about finding strength within. That strength is designed on a trickery. Our minds can be altered…

Sore-ish


• “Sore-ish” Why did I write such a hard fighting sequence? Five plus hours we filmed on Saturday of dialogue, then three major fight scenes. Afterward we had some yummy food. All together I have to say this shoot continues to be interestingly fun. My first big filming event as a writer / director /…

The Guarantee


• “The Guarantee” When you die there is only one Guaranteed; That you will be the only one on your death bed. Everyone else is a possibility, since they are not you. This means, always give 100% of your time to you with an open door to being nice to everyone you meet. When you…

Head up, looking outward


• Head up, looking outward This morning I was awoken by my puppy, again. This nine month old Rottweiler is an alarm all himself. Every morning 6:30 AM; or Pee-O’clock to him. It means; feed him, take him out for bathroom time and then on a walk if he so demands it. He demanded it.…

Whether this weather weathered me


• Whether this weather weathered me I could be one of those hundred people going off to colonize Mars. Insane. Never coming home. They are going to take a chance in their life to do something amazing. What am I doing? What are you doing!? We are trivial in the course of what is good…

In Focus


• In Focus I have always wanted to be an entertainer. When I began earning a living at doing what I love I realized it was never going to pay my bills unless I kept doing it. That turned it into a job. I’m not passionate about working a job. It became tasked and extraneous,…

Carefree in a care free world


• Carefree in a care free world Let it slide off like water on a duck’s back. Swim through life listening to sounds of lake water moving peacefully around. Webbed feet paddling underneath, just below the water. Oh, the joy of being a duck. How often do people go around bothering ducks? I mean, people…

Present in the presence of self


• Present in the presence of self Another year filled up with memories that were born through action! With goals set for myself, it is time to reflect on my life. Let us not shy away from how and why we are here today in the present. That being present is a gift all in…

Brooklyn Bound


• Brooklyn Bound First off, Pizza on the corner of my street. Enough said, three minute walk. I am in heaven. This was the best move I ever made in my life. Pizza, did I mention pizza… and an Ice Cream shop right on the other corner. You have to be kidding me. Why didn’t…

Straight Man in a Queer World


• Straight Man in a Queer World I’m known as an unconventional doer. An outside the box kind of tinkerer. My methods are always questionable from any first encounter with new people. My philosophy is “Why listen to a NO when you can turn it into a YES!” Truth of the matter is, most NO’s…

Making waves


• Making waves The world is simple; Put in an effort and you will get results. It works. I am living proof. I dropped out of high school and became a self made man. Spent ten years making waves in music. That lead me to Canada, other States in America playing my heart out. It…

Poetry in motion


• Poetry in motion Being an entertainer is a struggle. It becomes a battle after every failed audition, bomb on stage, lack of ticket sales, and of course any expression of art turning to a flop. Even when you don’t feel your creative juices flowing, that can push you to hide. There comes a point…

Slip in, slip out: Story


• Slip in, slip out: Story There are so many opportunities out there it almost becomes overwhelming to think about which one to take. I personally have been living my life helping others, doing what I can to educate individuals to succeed. My teachings come from a very distinct way of thinking compiled of researching,…